Another Year...

Well its been another year and what a year that was. Looking back on this exact date, I can honestly say I prefer this year. Last year was so stressful for me. Not just with my work but as well as with my personal life. I was in a state of confusion then. Having mixed emotions. Well this year there were less drama, and what makes this birthday very different from last year? Well this was my first birthday that I've celebrated with my family after over a decade of being estranged with them. And it felt good. It also made me realize that I would never again jeopardize my relationship with my family over a man. I dont want to go through that again. Its kind of bittersweet because it took me this long to realize it. I love the new found closeness that me and my mom have, I wouldn't exchange that for the world.