I have to stop this, because I have realized my anger is taking hold of me. It’s consuming me every waking hour. And you are not worth this aggravation. I am way better than this, but you know what you have thought me a lot. Now I am better at controlling my emotions. And because of you I’ve learn when to say enough. As one of my friend has told me, every mistake I’ve made in my life there will always be something that I have learned from it. With you, I’ve learned to put my feelings and thoughts in writing. I’ve learn how to appreciate myself more. And most important of all is I have learned to control my emotions.
I have learned long time ago that we could never be, its just my ego wont accept it. But now, my heart and my mind are in harmony. I may not have forgiven you yet, but I have forgiven myself for being foolish. Don’t you worry, time will come that I will be able to forgive you as well. For now I don’t think we could be friends.
I still don’t understand you, I doubt if you even understood yourself. I wish you luck on that, I really do.
And this will be my last entry on my blog about you…
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