Life...

I just found out this afternoon that a girlfriend of a former colleague has committed suicide last year, and it all happened few days or a week before Valentine’s Day.

When I started reading her wall, my tears started to fall. This was the first time I’ve known someone who took their own life because she had her heart broken. From the messages that was posted on the wall by her friends and family. She was a good mother and a great friend. I have only known her for a few months. And she looks like someone who was strong enough. But I guess, she just couldn’t take it anymore and felt she had to end it.

In my previous entry I said something about burning some bridges. That colleague of mine was one of them. I didn’t have any happy memories in that company and I felt that we weren’t really friends, just colleagues. I was thinking of renewing, whatever we had…which I am not sure, because I know I can’t consider him as a friend. I was thinking of sending him a message and adding him as a friend, but I stopped myself. I don’t think it’s time to rebuild some of those bridges, so for now, it lay untouched.  For how long? I do not know, maybe forever.